Weekend in Trysil with my family.

Springtime in Fredrikstad

no news is good news??

Well, I had one good news this week:
NINE INCH NAILS TO ARVIKA!!

That is great!!

Other than that, life goes on as normal... More snow, work, tv and inernet.. Not much to cheere for..
BUT we are going away this weekend, to Trysil with my family. Hope that will be relaxing and nice!!

If I had the money..

If I had the money, opertunity and/or someone to go with I would be here the next months:

* Hamburg/berling next week

* London easter

* Roskilde festival

* Arvika festival

* Usa in late fall or winter.

It is allowed to dream, right?

We are going to Arvika, I think, same as every year.. But I want to travvel more!!

Enough is enough!

And I am talking about the snow!
Now it is enough!
I don't want more snow!
Every time we are going places there are snowing. Like crayzy.

Det er nok nå.

Music

Music is one of the most important thing in my life.



It keept me alive since I was 15.

It was Guns'n'Roses, Mötley Crue, the Wall/Pink Floyd, Seigmen, Ac/Dc, Sting. Kiss.



When I moved away to study I found Backyard Babies, Nine Inch Nails, Turbonegro, Dum Dum Boys, My Ruin, Rammstein, Disturbed. And Seigmen turned into Zeromancer. Delaware.



All kind of diffrent type of music, rock, metall, insustrial, ebm..

Music for any purpose.

But I need lyrics that hit me right in the face, that makes me crumble, feel better or worse.



But it all went away for some years,- it might had to do with me meeting Jonas, or other things, I am not sure. We did went to London to se Rammstein and Disturbed. We do go to Arvika festival every year. But it wasn't all about the music anymore. Arvika is more about friends, not music. Maybe it was me. Maybe it was the music.



I have had my moments now and then,- like Nine Inch Nails, Stockholm and Oslo. But it stopped at that..



But this year I re-discovered my love and passion for music.

Now I just want MORE, I don't want it to end.



The band that makes me feel like this is BACKYARD BABIES. This time. They where at the right place at the right time, and I was there with them. Stockholm. Oslo. Uddevalla.

Now I just want more.



I can't describe the way it make me feel, standing in the front row, singing so my heart almost stops. The connection with the band. They see me. (thank you Johan. And Nicke)

I feed of them and they feed of me. Us. The audience.Nothing more. Nothing less. I LOVE to be a part of it.



I want more.



And I want to share it with the world. I want everyone,- and special the one closest to me, to share this experience with me. Get the same chill down the spine. Togheter. Be 2.

And I DON'T want to give up on this! If noone wants to share it with me, I will go on alone.

I know I need to.

I know I have to.

To survive.

home alone

it is not often I am, but today I am home alone.

My man is off to some where, and will be back tomorrow.

That means: LOUD MUSIC, TV ON, INERNET and my littel critter running around.

All at the same time!

And junk-food..

It is good to be alone, when you know it is not forever..

Is this for me??

Well, who knows.
If you don't try, you will never find out.. Right.

It will be about music, my life (or 'so called life')
Things that happens, that DON'T happens..

Let me try this, and we'll see.